Thursday, September 15, 2005

The world is my ashtray..


Can't sleep.
Everyone I've pushed out of my life lives in my head after dark.
I hope I don't breathe til daylight.
I want to see the moonlight and kiss you.
I want to shave away all the lies I told your pleading eyes.
I lied even when I wasn't trying to.
I still don't understand it.
Crawling into his bed wasn't the intention. Or was it or was it.
I'm so confused because I thought I've loved you this whole time.
If I loved you why did I do it?
Why?
I hope youre happy I hope youre happy.
I want you in my life right here right here and now and now
but then I why how can this have happened.
Now you're there and I'm scared that you'll dissapear
even though you should because we should never see eachother again
though I want to though I want to. I won't ever see you again?

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