Ode to winter...
Barely blinking,
it's so cold and I'm stuttering inventions.
Do you think that winter's insightful?
Do you think it holds promise,
because I know that I do believe these things.
And the inspirations are everywhere,
everyone walking on this flat, frozen ground.
White, pale and barren yet undeniably stimulating.
The shivering, cold lips of lost young men and women,
"I've got to get to class,"
three seconds, and you're dead. I mean late.
Invigorating, oh, the blessed, biting chill of December.
Feel it tingle up your spine,
and know that inspirations are everywhere,
Everywhere, everyone is beautiful.
Here like you've always been...
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Yarn
charming silence
something familiar
across>>the\//\room
crowd frozen
just smiling
po.etic,ally so;ber:
free and musical
an intro w/ such nervous grace
white-eyed & wondering
noticable
DL
will see
The beauty of a <3 heartbeat...
Soft and slow,
yet rhythmic and unrehearsed.
You could fake the way you smile,
fake the words flowing through, in and out of your voice,
like a chorus of malice spitting left and right.
You could make it seem like you loved me,
you could take away everything in sight,
but a heartbeat,
the very vulnerability that is your body,
it is the blood running through your veins,
the very thing that keeps you moving,
your thoughts flowing,
that heartbeat cannot be feigned or altered willingly.
And the beauty, my friends,
the real irony,
is that no matter the cruelty we can induce,
no matter the ability to run and lie and bewilder the
hearts of others,
we cannot control our
own.
A..E..I..O..U [and sometimes..Y]
You are a hypocrit & a liar.
Crying while you're doing the same.
Well, not another word.
You've attempted your murder,
poured salt in those wounds.
Go, now, with your assface friends
Get wasted and forget what you're doing
{even though you "never do that,"
even though you "never do that shit."}
Me either.
I'll never do that shit again.
Time to find some newer friends.
bitter-not-sweet
Hatred rises in your stomach like vomit,
plunging outward at your expense.
You can't help but feel disgusted
as you puke your emotions at every one.
Not everyone but every One.
They're all "the one". They're all "the one".
"BUT IT'S SO MUCH FUN!"
Well not this time,
it's not the time, it's not the time.
I'm thinking I'm pathetic,
but that's mine to keep and be alone,
yes, alone with my telephone,
a boy at home waiting 400 miles,
commitment at it's best,
denial at it's finest.
That's what you say, that's exactly what you say.
This love is at it's purest.
Via Bathtub:
new words, old page
laying in a bathtub
freezingwater
why hasn't he called?
I hope that candle stays lit
the water's a cRystal
transparent yet distorted
magnify my body
pick it up and twist it ^all >ways\/
I hope the paper stays dry
three days and counting
no nothing,
straight as the blades edge
ironic.
beauty un//folds
mines yet to be told
he'll love me
he'll love me regardless
prove i'm not a liar
not one lie until forever and ever
life will be free
if you let it,
I swear this time you'll see
I'm letting it.
I realize freedom is in your arms, safe from the world and harm.
Dont you dare..
Don't ever make them think they aren't your world
[if they are, that is]
Don't ever neglect to tell them exactly how you feel
[because they may not be there,
they may not be there next time]
I like the way your voice rolls through the phone
like returning back to an empty home,
so lonesome, yet promising, you are and we'll be..
reckless as always
reckless to boot.
I love the hope in me
that in
35 days we'll be together and happy
for New years and eve,
I can't wait I can't wait to see that look on your face.
I can't wait I can't wait to GET OUT OF THIS PLACE.
Newwwwish!
Okay, so the old one was dated, and I wanted a new look so here we are.
Here is the old site if you still want to reference the archives.
<3
