IOU
Being cut-down in person is one thing.Being cut-down in a mean way by an idiot is another.
But being ripped to shreds online cleverly in a well-spoken, collected and eloquent manner is just completely consuming.
I start school tomorrow at 9am and here I am still up and brooding over my ex's harsh and ill-conceived words.
What did I do to deserve that?
Quite honestly, I slept with the man..boy..three days before going to a function at his place-to which I was invited- only to be publicly metaphorically spit all over and humiliated in that sense.
I mean, I know it can't work between us,
and I admit it was foolish of me to still be involved in any sort of physical/emotional way with him,
but I guess I'm not very good at walking away sometimes... most times....
And he treats me like I'm this imbecile.
Laughing and looking around while I poured my heart out.
I hate this shit. And by this shit I do mean the aforementioned asshole.
See, it's okay for ME to say these things because I'm the one being walked all over.
It's all I can do not to get in my car right now,
drive the ridiculous 11 hours it takes to get back to Oklahoma City,
and break his stupid nose.
But I guess the only things that fix this are time and restraint.
So I'll practice that by just trying my damnedest to leave well-enough alone.
posted by Unknown @ 8:15 PM
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